Monday, August 21, 2006
posted by Erik Gaius,aka [ K i r E ] at 5:28 AM
Entry # 11
:: Phil ::

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†† Time & Date: 6:18pm,20th of August 2006
†† Weather: I haven't seen the sun this week yet... ~_~
†† Mood: Stable. Not happy, but not exactly sad...
†† Watching: Kyou Kara Maoh (Ep. 31)
†† Listening to: Anthem of our Dying Day, by Story of the Year
†† Also Listening to: Tsumi, by HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR (Gouon Progressive)
†† Reading: A long TO-DO list... ~_~
†† Quote: "Do you not know that tonight, when the clock strikes midnight,
†† All the evil things in the world will have full sway? Do you know where you are
†† going, and what you are going to?"
†† ~ Bram Stoker, Dracula
†† Another Quote: "If my trusted lieutenant tells me my Legions of Terror are
†† losing a battle, I will believe him. After all, he's my trusted lieutenant."
†† ~ #37 in Peter's Evil Overlord List (Link)

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Falling Water
by: ~LantisGaius (ME!)

A soft drizzle
poured outside
during the day
She's not around


Not a text,
nor a call
during this day,
I'm all alone


Rain tapped
on the windows
another day
without her


But a glimpse
on the hall
during this day,
She's not alone


A fierce storm whirled
all around me
another day,
I'm still alone


Another look,
just a peek
he and her
all alone.


The storm has passed
the sun I see
during the day
I'm with her


It's been a while
since we talked
all was well
'till he came along


I looked outside
and lightning flashed
"Please, not this day"
since I'm with her


But all was for naught
as she hugged my arm
During the day
her best and I met.
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So after a long time, I update my blogs. It's not lazyness again to blame here, but I have been really busy lately. Procrastinating. And other stuff of course. School stuff. I'm really pissed off at my grades, but I guess what goes around come around. I haven't been taking my college seriously this days...but that's going to change. I'm going on a "Hobby diet" for a couple of months, meaning I won't play at the malls until october. (Except at the prerelease, since I promised my berks that I'd be there). Also, I'm going to read books. College-relatred books. [sarcasm] Like a dictionary, or something. Did I spell college right? Or is it collage. Coleage? [/sarcasm] Oh well, On to regular programming...

So what happened...hmm. Ok, First, Phil, aka Jin, celbrated his birthday this August 19 with a 4 round tourney. I ended up somewhere 6 ft. under, and Austin's Grull deck (Piloted by his brother) took first place. Jm took the second place, Jerwin takes the third and Edwin takes an FMN Foil since he won the dice roll. I used my Sizzetron deck, with the only modification being a single blood clock maindeck. *sigh* I don't like to talk about magic cards since I'm supposed to be cutting back on my hobbies. Anyways, we drank a little San Mig Lyt while at the tourney... Hmm... what else..

Has anyone read Paz Marquez Benitez's Dead Stars? I can relate to the story. I think It's happening between me and Aubrey right now, buit I sure hope not... ~_~

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"Tae, Ang sarap nun..." ~ImmortalArchangel
 
Friday, August 11, 2006
posted by Erik Gaius,aka [ K i r E ] at 7:22 AM
Entry # 10
:: Brontok ::

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†† Time & Date: 2:43pm,14th of August 2006
†† Weather: There's another storm above us...
†† Mood: Quite anrgy. Really angry.
†† Watching: My antivirus. Third one btw. Damn it...
†† Listening to: Beer, by Itchiworms
†† Reading: A collection of Dungeons & Dragons PDFs...
†† Quote: "Just remember that shit happens. Most of the time. Shit....Wait... Oh...Crap."
†† ~ Myself, a few minutes ago. Also last two days ago. And the day before that too...
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†† Fuck Love, Light a Cigarette
†† By: ~ImmortalArchangel
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†† I think the clouds are nice. I thought to myself as i stared at the sky for perhaps
†† the thousandth time today. I am at my college, hanging out at the smoking area,
†† thinking, thinking, thinking....
††
†† "Wait, what was I thinking about in the first place?"
††
†† "You were thinking about her."
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†† "What? Who the fuck are you?"
††
†† "Never you mind. How is she?"
††
†† "The fuck should I know, haven't seen her in 3 years, how do you know of her?"
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†† "I know everything there is to know about you and her, every secret, every detail..."
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†† "Leave well enough alone! This does not concern you!!! I DO NOT LOVE HER!!!"
††
†† "I never said you did..."
††
†† ...
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†† "Here, have a smoke."
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†† I looked at him and saw only darkness, save for a cig lying by my side. I picked it
†† up and lit it, then drew a puff and I exhaled, watching the smoke rise in a perfect
†† cone, and savored the head ruch it was giving me."Thanks."
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†† "What would she say if she caught you smoking? You never even touched a cigarette
†† back in high-school."
††
†† "She won't care... She never did..."
††
†† "Maybe she did once, but you're too blind to see."
††
†† "No... It's useless to think about it now... It was unrequited love..."
††
†† "Ah, so you did love her..."
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†† "Yes... Once..."
††
†† "Admit it! You still love her! Every breath you take is for the chance to see her
†† again! Every smile you see you wish it came from her! The past still grasps at
†† your heart like a vice! Or maybe... It's you who won't let go... you love her
†† still..."
††
†† "No!!! I h... h..."
††
†† "What?! So you hate her now!!!?"
††
†† "NO!!!! It's not like that!"
††
†† "Then what is it like? Ever since you two parted ways at the graduation, you became
†† a shell of your former self! You pretend to smile when inside you die! Do you love
†† despair so much that you can't let go?"
††
†† "Love despair? hahaha... No, but i love her... Fuck love, hahaha..."
††
†† At that point, i realized that i finished the stick, the heat warming my fingers, and
†† that I was all alone there. I stood up, and left for class, never daring to look back...
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So, My computer was infected by the notorius Brontok Virus. Oh, sorry, not Brontok Virus, Brontok Virii. Yup. More than one. In fact, when I asked around in the forums for the most powerful antivirus in the planet, I didn't expect it to be shareware. I was shocked, but I tried it still, and boy was I amazed. Kaspersky (v6.0), Mcafee (VirusScan Plus 2006)and Norton (Symantec Systemworks Suite 2006) both detected three instances of worm.win32.Brontok.Q Virus in my primary hard drive. Both was unable to clean my drive. ~_~ I tried NOD32 antivirus suite, and guess what?

1244 Instances of win32.trojan.Jeefo.A Virus on my primary, secondary AND flash drive, 302 Instances of win32.worm.Brontok.Q virus, on all drives, 245 instances of win32.worm.Brontok.A 166 instances of win32.worm.Brontok.D virus, 1 instance of Java.Trojan.Exploit.Bytverify and 1 instance of Java.Trojan.Nocheat.A Virus.Wow. I really can't believe my eyes the morning after the complete heuristics scan. But there's more! Only the last two virii was not cleaned! Yes, All of those virii was purged in a single night! All hail NOD32! BTW, I updated it's virus database last night, and sweeped up the last two virii in my PC ^_^

Ok, on to regular programming! ^^; The "One Knight Stand" party just passed this saturday, and the bands were great! Itchy Worms, 6CycleMind and the program was superb. Only one problem though: We were supposed to be at the canteen outside the school by 6:00pm. I got there 6:30. Austin and John Mark got there by 8:30. T_T It was already at the Bandfest when we finnaly pushed through the crowd at the front gate. I didn't find Aubrey until the end of the party, and by then her father is there to take her home T_T It was a crappy night. Oh, and my berks also went to my house so that they can sleep there overnight. After a disastrous D&D session, the day broke and we said our goodbyes. And I promptly collapsed, exhausted, drained and in a very bad mood.

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"Maybe she did once, but you're too blind to see." ~ImmortalArchangel
 
Thursday, August 03, 2006
posted by Erik Gaius,aka [ K i r E ] at 10:02 PM
Entry # 09
:: Electrolyzed ::

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†† Time & Date: 1:54pm,4th of August 2006
†† Weather: The raindrops were as big as hailstones...
†† Mood: Gloomy
†† Watching: Kyou Kara Maoh Ep9 ( Yey! 51 Episodes to go... T_T )
†† Also Watching: The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift
†† Listening to: Utada Hikaru's Album: ULTRA BLUE
†† Reading: http://www.htmldog.com/guides/cssbeginner/colours/
†† Quote: "I'm Emotionally Constipated"
†† ~ A...friend? I'm not sure if we're still friends though... ~_
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†† The Inevitable
†† Picture by: *dilekt, Poem by: *Galeos
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†† Look above, Ignore the light
†† Learn from their past doing
†† Just sit and ponder
†† From
†† your
†† Blue
†† Mountain
†† Don't walk yet, stop to drink the water
†† And look above, look at that planet
†† Cataclysm strucked from it's dawn
†† It's
†† Their
†† Own
†† Doing
†† Please stay, investigate
†† What was inevitable
†† From the start
†† It's
†† In
†† Their
†† Nature
†† Look at the valley, the water, the sun
†† Look above at the mayham that was done
†† Learn from their mistakes
†† This
†† Is
†† Final
†† Warning
†† Now go, follow the path of water
†† Hide in the light and let it guard
†† Don't interfere like we did
†† You
†† Still
†† Have
†† A future
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So, guess what? A couple of construction workers (Hired by Letran, my Uni) just got electrocuted. One died at the hospital, or at least that's what the rumors say. Although the classes were cancelled because of it, I can't heelp but feel gloomy. I can't enjoy my extra free time, as if I should have been doing something else... something constructive... *sigh* Oh well.

Now, first agenda: Saturday & Beyond plans. Tomorrow would be the tournament day. The Need For Speed: Most Wanted Tourney will begin at approx. 1:30pm, If everyone's present at the time. The rules are simple: he race type are always Sprint, on a 3 to 5 km. Course. The course would always be chosen by the second player. All cars in the 'My Cars' Category can be chosen, and all cars MUST be equipped with both the Ultimate Parts & the Junkman Parts in order to flatten the cars performance to its maximum peak. There will be four rounds, no matter how many people attend. Those are the rules, but additional rules can be set depending on the situation. The tourney host will always be the final judge. Also, there's a Tekken 5 trial tourney. There's no rules yet, so i guess we'll figure that out tommorow. ^_^

Next agenda, my Short Story. It isn't finished yet, but I have plans for sequels and prequels already... ~_~ I hope I get it done before tommorow though. Next agenda, My grade are at an all-time low. I even manage to get a line of 7 grade in World Literature. Yes, Literature, my lifeblood as a fantasy writer. A line of 7. I guess I have cut back on extra-curricular activities yes?

Btw, I restarted my Digimon Adventure... Here's a link to my new profile. And I'm currently doing the LCA website... again. I hope I get it done this time...


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"Eeek! His character on his blog is different than usual-! I feel like I'm reading what I shouldn't be reading . . . ! I think I'm getting embarrassed now, what's this feeling!?"
~ Utada Hikaru, upon reading a blog of her...friend? <
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