Sunday, July 30, 2006
posted by Erik Gaius,aka [ K i r E ] at 5:44 PM
Entry # 08
:: Web page ::

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†† Time & Date: 12:02am, 31st of July, 2006
†† Weather: I don't know...
†† Mood: Frustrated
†† Watching: Phone Tag (Link)
†† Listening to: Shizuka na Yoru ni by:Rie Tanaka
†† Reading: Friendster's Bulletin Boards.
†† Quote: " ...there are tags that doesn't need a closing partner..."
†† ~ Ms. Teodoro, Internet & Web Page Dev't Teacher.
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†† And I Wait
†† By: ~
3HoursAway
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†† Will I see you tonight?
†† Will you visit again when I turn off the light?
†† My arms unfurl, ever welcoming you;
†† My heart awaits, filled with passions anew.
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†† Will I see you tonight?
†† Will you whisper soft breaths that unfold the moonlight?
†† My soul awaits, restless for one simple kiss;
†† My mind soars, elating over tastes my lips miss.
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†† And I wait,
†† For the dark,
†† To descend.
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†† And I wait,
†† For my love,
†† To soar in.
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†† And I wait,
†† For his wings,
†† To grin.
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†† And I wait,
†† For my dreams,
†† To begin.
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I'm currently at the Internet Lab, with Ms. Teodoro on the helm of the class, teaching all about HTML Tags and the Internet. *sigh* This is what I hate about Letran's Academic System, even if I know what's the lesson already, I still have to sit down through it all. Anyways, I think I just flunked my Digital Electronics practical exam (Damn wires and damn digital trainer...) while my prelim grade on Internet is 89.03%. Both failing marks on my standards. ~_~

So I flunk my examns and complain about the Academic System. Wow. I just realized how ironic that was. Anyways, I'm currently writing a Short Story about true death (Title pending), which is set on Rokugan (The world of the Legend of The Five Rings CCG). I'm going to submit it to DeviantArt's competition two days from now, after getting critiques from my friends. I'm also going to post it here tommorow, so comment on it. ^_^

Final words, I hate my academic life. And to phil> Try the deck out. I'm not stupid enough to play a thieving magpie on a red player without open mana, though I agree that a single copy of Treasure Trove does not meet the deck's hand size requirements. Keep in mind that this is TJ's deck, not mine. I don't like monocolor decks, coz there's always the urge to splash a color. I'm an Izzet Mage remember? And also, I think it looks crap on paper, but works quite well on real life. ^_^

Oh, and the pic above is my car. ^_^ In my dreams. Anyways, that's what I'm going to use in the Need for Speed: Most Wanted Tourney. Looks simple yes? ~_~

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"You earned your name, but that's not enough. Remember your duty."
~ Shohuro Nadare, to his student Bayushi Nissho, True Death By: Me.
 
Saturday, July 29, 2006
posted by Erik Gaius,aka [ K i r E ] at 12:31 AM
Entry # 07
:: Olesya Rulin ::


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†† Time & Date: 1:43pm, 29th of July, 2006
†† Weather: Still dark and rainy...

†† Mood: Psyched & Inspired
†† Watching: Disney's High School Musical
†† Also Watching: Disney's Pirates of the Caribbean, Dead Man's Chest
†† Listening to: What I've Been Looking For (Reprise) By: Troy & Gabriella
†† Reading: Wikipedia.
Here and Here.
†† Quote: "Look, I don't attempt to understand the female mind, Troy.
†† It's foreign territory." ~ Chad, Troy' Bestfriend, Disney's High School Musical
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†† How I feel
†† By: *ivymae457
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†† You make me smile,
†† You brighten my day.
†† You make me feel special
†† With the things that you say.
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†† You make me laugh,
†† You make me cry.
†† My emotions confuse me
†† And I'm not really sure why.
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†† When you tear yourself down
†† It makes me quite mad.
†† I get frustrated and angry
†† And then I feel bad.
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†† Because, when you're hurting
†† I'm hurting too.
†† I wish I could do something
†† To heal the pain inside you.
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†† I know these are just words
†† But not empty ones, see
†† You're my friend, whom I care about
†† And you're important to me.
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Ahoy mates! I'm quite inspired today, as I have just finished watching two of disney's most popular movies. And that I've been munching on chocolate bars since this morning. I have finished two large bars of Cadbury Roast Almond Choclates, and I'm feeling really psyched. The exam week has passed, and unfortunately the Need For Speed: Most Wanted tourney that was scheduled this saturday was cancelled. Just yesterday though, at the Friday Night Magic, I just completed my deck although (As always) I saw quite large wholes in my design. In hindsight, I'm itching to build another deck. Why? Well, Edwin, unfortunately, has placed his trust on TJ, the resident Robin Hood (Y'know, a steal from the rich, give to the poor kind of guy). And they dreamed up a deck that was not only cheap, but strangely reminiscent of the uber-powerful MUC of the old days. Here's what I remember from the decklist.


// Deck file for Magic Workstation (http://www.magicworkstation.com)


// Lands

1 [CS] Dark Depths
23 [UNH] Island

// Creatures

2 [9E] Mahamoti Djinn
2 [CS] Vexing Sphinx
3 [9E] Thieving Magpie

// Spells

4 [CS] Rune Snag
4 [DIS] Spell Snare
4 [GP] Repeal
4 [CS] Controvert
4 [RAV] Remand
4 [9E] Mana Leak
2 [9E] Evacuation
2 [RAV] Convolute
1 [9E] Treasure Trove

Although the deck plays excruciatingly slow, and also an automatic lose against competent Grull decks (IN THEORY), it still hasn't lost game yet in MagicWorkstation. I even found myself in a match against a T1 Mercenary Deck, and I pwned him/her quite quickly (Vexing Sphinx beatdown 4tw!). I don't think my current control deck can match with this deck easily, unless I get a CounterBalance on turn 2 (Hoping there's no Spell Snare) and a Boseiju on turn 6, right before Wildfire. My mind is currently racing though the possibilities, but I think I really have to pull Niv-Mizzet out of my deck, and place something else. Or, better yet, construct anothertier 1 deck, although I'm not sure which...


Anyways, as you can see at the side bar and pic above, I'm a fan of Olesya Rulin. Who is she? Here. Of all the cast in Disney's High School Musical, she the only one who really caught my eye. I guess It's the glasses, yes? Sooo Cute. ^^;


So, See you guys tommorow, I hope. Ps> I hid a link somewhere in the blog towards the blog of a certain 'friend' with glasses. She's nowhere as cute as Olesya, but still, cute is cute. c",) Hint: Look for wrong grammar, or better yet open an RSS Reader or this page's script, then look for something out of place.

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"If you were waiting for the opportune moment, that was it. "
~ Captain Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean, Curse of the Black Pearl.
 
Friday, July 21, 2006
posted by Erik Gaius,aka [ K i r E ] at 2:58 AM
Entry # 06
:: Deviance ::


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†† Time & Date: 5:54pm, 21st of July, 2006
†† Weather: At last, the sun! It's been a while...
†† Mood: A bit gloomy
†† Looking at: Jin's Lair (http://jinslair.blogspot.com)
†† Listening to: Buttons by: The Pussycat Dolls ft. Snoop Dogg
†† Reading: Ph
illippine Collegian Issue 04, UP.Diliman
†† Quote: "Not all those who wander are lost" ~ J.R.R. Tolkien
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†† Who am I?

†† by: *dapride

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†† I am a person. A brother. A son. A friend.

†† I like pasta. I go to school. I get good grades.
†† I go into town. I hang out. I want to get a job.
†† I like watching TV, playing video games, reading.

†† I don’t like swimming, skateboarding or public speaking.

†† I get sick. I like to sleep in. I’m terrible at exams.
†† I support my friends. They support me.
†† I can be happy. Sad. Excited. Bored.

†† I like renting movies and eating pizzas on a Friday night.

†† I play piano. I watch Monty Python.

†† I spill things on my shirt. I have a weird taste in music.

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†† Gay is not who I am. It does not define my personality.

†† Gay is not what I am. It does not change that I am human.

†† Gay is not when I am. There is no beginning and no end.

†† Gay is not where I am. There is no such place.

†† Gay is not why I am. There is no reason for it.

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†† I am what I am.

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My deviance was rejected! Waaaah! They said it's illegal. Anyways, The pic's above. I can't post it in DeviantArt though, coz that would mean I'm claiming Kev Walker's art as mine... *sigh* It was quite a picture too. I didn't edit that, I just
cropped and resized it a little. I was planning on creating another one but...Oh well... *sigh* It was supposed to be Dosan's Oldest Chant too...

Note to self: Stop Whining.

Ok, next.
I posted a Jin's Lair link at the sidebar, but here it is again for those of you who's too lazy to look (and scroll). Oh. Crap. I forgot to republish this morning...I just looked at my sidebar and found the link missing ^^; Oh well, I guess it will appear the moment I publish this post... Anyways, It's my exam week. Or exam weeks. Letran has a funny way of scheduling things, so the exams are on 20,21,24 and 25. It's weird, but in hindsight, it think this extends the "No Activity A Week Before Or A Week After" policy of letran to another level.

Ok, focus. *Slaps himself in the face, Tomoharu Saito style* Exam week. You'd think I'm reviewing and all? Nah. I'm taking it pretty easy, in fact. Why? I have no idea. My head's full of magic cards. It seems that Grull Aggro + Jitte is an impossible match against my deck, and I'm thinking about splashing a fourth color (white for Faith's Fetters + Three Dreams) so my minds all cluttered. I guess I'll spend the night playtesting in the Magic Wor
kstation Arena...

Ps> Hey phil! Lookie! Anung gagawin koh d2... TT_TT Mahirap plang magpicture ng foil cards.. nagle-glare...

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"Masarap mamatay..." ~ Daddy. o_0
 
Thursday, July 13, 2006
posted by Erik Gaius,aka [ K i r E ] at 4:48 AM
Entry # 05
:: Storm ::


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†† Time & Date: 11:32am, 13th of July, 2006
†† Weather: There's a storm called 'Lolita' over our heads right now...
†† Mood: Bored.
†† Looking at: g4tc.com/dailynut (The 071006 podcast)
†† Listening to: Yuugure no Aka, by Asian KungFu Generation
†† Reading: Crossroads of Twilight, Book 10 of the Wheel of Time, By Robert Jordan
†† Quote: "We rode on the winds of the rising storm, We ran to the sounds of the
†† thunder. We danced among the lightning bolts, and tore the world asunder."

†† ~ Crossroads of Twilight, Book 10 of the Wheel of Time, By Robert Jordan
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†† How can I?
†† by: ~
chubby-cheeks-10
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†† How can I let you know that...
†† your radiance is warmer than the sun?
†† your smile is brighter than the moon?
†† your soul is more beautiful than any paradise?
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your laughter is more mellifluous than any dulcet tone?
†† your caress brings me forth to the gates of Eden?
†† your words are more effective than any analgesic?
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†† or should I say...
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†† How can I let you know that...
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I have fallen deeply in love with you?
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A lot has happened. Why didn't I post here? Coz I'm just too darn lazy. ^_^ Anyways, The storm is still rumbling over the house and its becoming really cold. The girl in the pic above is Kiara. No idea who she is, but she is apparently too pretty when I saw this pic on DeviantArt, so there she is now. Anyways, on to the regular programming...

My paranoia is still on going. On the lighter side of life, I succesfully joined last sunday's prerelease tournament. And Guess what my record is? Yup. 0/3/0/1 - 0 Wins, 3 Loses, 0 Draws and 1 Bye. Very crappy. But at least I got 7 Coldsnap Boosters, even though all the chase rares was on Abe's packs. He got a Commandeer, a couple of Rimescale Dragons and a Jester's Scepter on four of his eight packs. Lucky bastard. Anyways, I only got one chase rare in my pack: Zur the Enchanter. Very boring. Anyways, I hope to go to other tourneys so that I can trade these crap rares for something better...

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"You laugh at me because I'm different.
I laugh at you because you're all the same." ~ Me.
 
Thursday, July 06, 2006
posted by Erik Gaius,aka [ K i r E ] at 12:05 AM
Entry # 04
:: Creepy ::

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†† Time & Date: 3:22pm, 6th of July, 2006
†† Weather: Weird. It rains really hard then suddenly it becomes summer-like...
†† Mood: Busy.
†† Looking at: http://www.wizards.com/default.asp?x=mtgcom/daily/mf101

†† Listening to: I, by 6 Cycle MInd

†† Reading: http://www.alderac.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=43794
†† Quote:

††
†† Kurako turned to Hachi with a mournful expression. “Please,” she said quietly, so
†† that no one else could hear. “Can you save him?”
††
†† Hachi’s face was grim. “If not, then I shall die in the attempt.” He raised his voice
†† “Great Clans! The Emperor has need of us! Send word that we have need of your
†† finest warriors. Small groups, light and fast. Marshal to the Crab lands immediately.
†† Anyone who bars your path shall face my wrath, and suffer for their crimes.” He turned
†† to Kurako and Sekawa. “We ride to save the Emperor.”
††
†† ~
http://www.alderac.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=43433,
†† ~ To Defend the Emperor Part I, by: Shawn Carman
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It's hard to see the picture unless you click it...

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†† Golden
†† by: Ms. Jessica Zafra (http://twistedbyjessicazafra.blogspot.com/)
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†† While reading a review of the singer-songwriter Rufus Wainwright's Judy Garland

†† tribute, I remembered the set he performed at the Sundance festival earlier this
†† year. He accompanied himself on the piano, and between songs he told stories.
†† He recounted how, as a young gay boy growing up in Canada, he and his beloved
†† grandmother would watch The Golden Girls (the sitcom about four lady senior
†† citizens sharing a house in Florida). Then he decided to pursue a singing career,
†† so he moved to California. Whenever he felt lonely or afraid, he would watch
†† reruns of The Golden Girls, and it made him feel like his grandmother was with
†† him. Years later, he performed at an AIDS benefit which also featured Golden Girls
†† star Bea Arthur. He remembered how watching Golden Girls had comforted him,
†† so he went up to Bea Arthur and told her how much her show had meant to him.
†† He said that it was linked in his memory with his grandmother, so he felt like she,
†† Bea Arthur, was his grandmother. Bea Arthur listened to his story, then she looked
†† at him and said, "I'm not your fucking grandmother."
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When you encounter someone you know but currently not friends with once in a while on a corridor, you'd probably wouldn't even notice. But encounter the same person every time you turn a corner for a whole week is another matter entirely. Whenever my mind wanders with my body at the corridors of Letran (or sometimes, even outside), I find that I frequently encounter cute girls whom I know but not close with. Example: I'm with Aubrey, hanging around the Kasambahay area, when suddenly Justine appears. No big deal. Until the next day, I encounter Justine again, although somewhere else. Still, No big deal. But after a whole week, I'm starting to doubt my sanity. The same can be said with Rein, Maiko, Glissa and (although this is a bit too impossible) Alex. Yes, my high school crush and crusher, Alex. I doubt It's really her, but I think I encountered her twice this week. For someone who's supposed to be in Lipa, Batangas, and considering that she usually avoids me when she visits here, that's a lot of sightings in a week.

Hmm.

Paranoia is a sign of insanity... Or maybe I'm just a bit sensitive when the girls I like suddenly pop up in my field of sight. But if so, then why the hell do notice Justine all the time? She's cute, yes, but that's it. Does that qualify?

...

Damn. DAMN.

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"Wha?" ~ Me, to a girl I don't know who just called me 'kuya' a while ago...
 
Sunday, July 02, 2006
posted by Erik Gaius,aka [ K i r E ] at 6:50 AM
Entry # 03
:: Swerving ::

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†† Time & Date: 10:23pm, 2nd of July, 2006
†† Weather: Unfortunately, I didn't notice...
†† Mood: So darn bored
†† Looking at: http://www.deviantart.com
/view/35656830/
†† Listening to: Iris, by: Goo Goo Dolls
†† Reading: Dissension (Ravnica Cycle Book III), by: Cory J. Herndon
†† Quote: "All love that has not friendship for its base, is like a mansion built upon sand."
†† ~
Ella Wheeler Wilcox, O Magazine, February 2004
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For The Rain
†† by: *laurenjerry
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†† Oh, I love the rain,
†† Falling from the sky
†† Washing away my pain
†† And the things that make me cry...
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†† It will wash away my fears,
†† The thoughts that make me hide
†† Under my quilt late at night,
†† Where all my tears will be cried...
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†† Oh, I love the rain,
†† Falling from the sky
†† Cleansing my soul,
†† So I will no longer cry...
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†† It can rid me of the memories,
†† From things so long ago
†† No longer haunting my dreams,
†† So I am able to grow...
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†† Oh, I love the rain,
†† Falling from the sky
†† Bringing a smile to my heart,
†† No reason for me to cry...
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†† One thing that will not wash away,
†† Is my love for you
†† The love filling my heart,
†† A love only for you...
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†† For you and the rain...
†† Only you and the rain...

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UPDATED: 070406 - Picture showed up!

My family and I went to Baclaran Church today to bless the my dad's new Honda CRV. It's a car. An SUV to be exact, but anyways, It's the last time I'll agree to go with my parents to the mall. Mall? Well, after the church, My mom said that the SM Mall of Asia (Biggest mall in the phil...dunno anything about asia though) is just around the corner, so my dad drove off. And promptly got hailed by an MMDA (Metro Manila...DA? ^_^) Officer. They said we were swerving. Darned it... Anyways, after my mom "negotiated" a bit, we were sent off with our budget a couple hundered pesos lighter. And guess what? After 10 seconds, we were AGAIN hailed by ANOTHER group of MMDA Officers, just a few meters ahead. Unbelivable. Our charge: Swerving. It almost became swearing. Which is not quite far from the truth. We were left alone after a quick chat though, thankfully.

Even though the SM Mall of Asia is the biggest mall in the phil., our stay there was limited to an unknown resturant at a hidden corner somewhere deep in the shadowlands (Even though there's a LOT of resturants littering the mall...) Also, we went to one or two shops, spent a lot of time at the SM Department Store (Shop of girly things) and ended the snorefest two hours after we arrived. Yes, the biggest mall in the phil. and all we did was fish for a few girly things.

The most freaking awesome waste of time I did since a long time ago.

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"Neeehhrrrgh" ~ Me, to my cousin when she offered me Coke to make me get up...

 
Saturday, July 01, 2006
posted by Erik Gaius,aka [ K i r E ] at 8:30 AM
Entry # 02
:: Aubrey's House ::

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†† Time & Date: 11:27pm, 1st of July, 2006
†† Weather: It was a typical day, though it's a bit too hot...
†† Mood: Mixed...Happy, I guess...
†† Looking at: Miki Shiratori, by: ~Fifi-chan
†† Listening to: 1000 Words, by Koda Kumi
†† Reading: Dissension (Ravnica Cycle Book III), by: Cory J. Herndon
†† Quote: Life is a dream from which we all must wake before we can dream again."
†† ~ Amys, Aiel Wise One (Wheel of Time, By: Robert Jordan)
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†† Lost
†† by: ~My35mmpistol
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†† How do you tell a girl you love her?

†† Things would never be the way they were
†† Do you just walk on up and confess?
†† To all the feelings beating against your chest?
†† Do you give her a note sealed with a kiss?
†† With that, cupid’s arrow would surely miss.
†† But a subtle hint just won’t explain
†† And a quiet hint won’t get you any gain.
†† How do you tell a girl you love her?
†† You do it in a poem, and maybe her heart would stir.
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So, I went to aubrey's house just this 11:00am. We were with one of her classmates, and though she's not that cute/pretty, she was quite intellectual. But anyways, Aubrey and I just talked about Justine and Jm and various more lovelives, a bit of my twisted philosophy and a few gameboy advance games. I also discovered that Aubrey loves korean artists, Anime and J-pop, as well as Harry Potter. ~_~ So, what's all these, you ask? Well, I'm not sure. I don't think I'm falling for my little sister, but... she's almost the girl I'm looking for, y'know? A bit like Rein, but more immature... But still, I guess she'll stay my little sister for a while since I've got a lot debts to her...

Our little escapades this summer earned her parent's wrath, and promptly kicked her out of the varsity. I'm not sure why, since being in a varsity means partial scholaship and a stipend, but I guess I must shoulder the responsiblity since Aubery really liked to join the varsity, and she was kicked out because me. I wonder how I'm going to make amends... But don't get me wrong, she's not blaming me for anything! But still...I have to find out a way to repay her kindness and friendship... ~_~

Else my conscience bug me forever...

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"A crush is just a physical attraction. Love is something much more than that..." ~ Me, to Aubrey